"Hate That I Love You"

"Hate That I Love You"
(Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo)

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

Kangen Bakwan

How I miss you
How i really miss you
Where are you now?
Do you miss me to?
Like i miss you now?

Selimir angin membelai ku hangat
Sinar mentari pagi ini coba menghiburku
Nyanyian rerumputan yang bergoyang menyemangati
Tidak juga mengobati sakit merindukanmu
Aku harap kau ada disini saat ini..

Bukannya ingin memborgolmu
Bukannya ingin selalu merepotkanmu dengan hadir ku
Hanya saja rasa rindu ini teramat parah
Aku hanya ingin kau disini, menemani aku

Lagi, lagi ku dapati diriku sendirian
Duduk disudut ruangan hampa diotakku
Pikiranku mulai menerawang bebas, berfantasi kau ingin tinggalkan aku
Hatiku berbisik lembut memeluk jiwaku erat
Jantung berdegub yakin semua hanya khayalanku saja
Aku berdoa 'Semoga hanya mimpi buruk saja'

Menanti didepan pintu rumahku saat ini
Mentari masih menatapku haru
Makin berharap kau kembali kesini
Aku merindumu
Lalu kulihat Indah sosok bayangmu
Senyum hangat yang selalu mencuri hatiku
Sambil menatapku kau memberikan aku sesuatu didalam kantong plastik hitam
Dan kaupun berkata 'Maaf sayang, nunggu lama ya? tadi beliin kamu ini dulu'
Aku tersenyum memandangi bakwan yang baru digoreng plus cabe rawit
15 menit sudah cukup buatku merindukanmu teramat sangat
Dan bakwan hangat ini cukup buatku yakin
Bahwa kamu selalu mengingatku dimanapun, kapanpun, dan kemanapun


For the only one I Love: Ebi

Hidupku, Hidup kamu, Kehidupan kita

If you wanna talking about my life, well.. its very difficult to say..
If only my life like a movie, people will love to buy it, or even burn it hahaha
After all this is my life..

Terombang ambing dengan masalah
Melayang layang dibelai cinta, kekasih hati sungguh sahabat sejati. tak pernah jauh, selalu ada, selalu mendukung mesti terkadang tak suka dengan ambisi musik dan bisnisku yang berlebihan hahaha
but thank you my love for all your love for me <3
Kesakitan ditendang fitnah, dipukuli habis-habisan oleh semua hinaan, babak belur dengan caci maki, biarlah..
Merangkak mencari jati diri, mencari-cari apa yang aku cari dalam hidup ini
Pelik hidup jadi materi perjalanan menuju masa depan
Kesulitan membuka mata menatap diri
Saat ini pun belum juga aku temukan arti hidup sesungguhnya
Meskipun aku belajar berdiri dengan kaki sendiri
Tapi tetap saja ku butuh orang-orang terkasih yang slalu berdiri dibalik bayanganku
Lelah? terlalu lelah mungkin. tapi aku coba tidak menjadikan lelah sebagai alasan untuk berhenti mengejar kemandirian
Banyak mata melirik menyelidik, atau bahkan tak suka. aku coba jadikan pemompa semangat untuk jauh lebih baik dari pikiran picik mereka.
Hidup, sesungguh sulit untuk dijalani, untuk itu kita butuh mimpi, dan tidak ada mimpi yang tidak bisa jadi kenyataan..
Jika kamu mau
Jika kamu mampu
Jika kamu izinkan
Mimpi bukan hanya sekedar mimpi
Tapi jangan hidup dalam mimpi, kamu yang akan dikendalikan hidup, dan berakhir dirumah pesakitan atau mungkin di ruang sempit berukuran 2M x 80cm alias kuburan hahai...

Nikmati hidup dengan caramu
Perjuangkan hidup sekuat tenagamu
Jangan sia-siakan hidup untuk hal-hal bodoh yang goblok bin idiot
Jangan selalu hidup dalam jiwa kekanak-kanakkan
Banyak orang yang mengharapkan kamu untuk lebih baik, untuk sukses, untuk bahagia

KEEP ON FIGHTING PEOPLE!!!!

Why by. Avril Lavigne

"Why"

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hope

I wish i'm living in a dream
When i never gonna wake up
I don't wanna face the reality

I wish i'm living in a dream
Where i can get what i want
I don't wanna face the reality

I wish u can see right trough me
So, You know how i feel inside
I wish u can see right trough me
So, You know how it hurt

Running, Running away...
Hiding in my smile
My fake face can fool the world
Can't it fool you too?

Trying to find you
I Miss you
Can't you feel me anymore?
I Need you to survive
Can't you see??

Why you can live without me but I can't?
Can we work it out?
Please, Never let this go..
I Still Love you ......

Sekedar Renungan

Sedikit orang yang mengerti bagaimana bisa suatu kejadian berdampak besar dalam hidup, sedikit orang juga tidak bisa melihat hikmah dari suatu kejadian karna mereka lebih suka menyalahkan keadaan, tuhan, dan orang sekitar. Pembelajaran berharga tersembunyi dibalik semua masalah, kejadian, kebahagiaan, penderitaan, kesedihan, bahkan tangisan. Bagaimana kita menyikapi diri kita sendiri itu yang penting.

Sebenarnya kita tidak membutuhkan pendapat orang lain untuk diri kita sendiri, karna kitalah yang paling tau apa yang terbaik untuk diri kita, apa yang paling tidak butuhkan. Bukan orang lain. Sehingga ketergantungan akan pendapatan orang lain bisa kita minimalkan dan kita juga bisa berhenti memikirkan cara pandang orang terhadap kita karna hei, ini hidup kita dan kita yang menjalani bukan mereka.

Ada sebuah pertanyaan yang terkadang ditanyakan oleh seorang yang putus asa kepada tuhannya "Ya Allah, kenapa kau buat aku menderita seperti ini??" atau permintaan seperti "Cabutlah nyawaku" atau "Buat aku kaya raya" sebenarnya terkadang pertanyaan dan pernyataan ini tidak adil. Kenapa? Tuhanmu yang paling tau, apa yang akan terjadi bila dia mengabulkan semua doamu? coba merenung sekarang. pikirkan apa yang belum pernah kamu pikirkan. Rahasia yang sesungguhnya bisa kamu ketahui bila kamu mau berfikir.

Cobalah Jadi Aku

Tolong, buat aku hilang. buat aku menghilang hingga tidak ditemukan lagi  aku tidak ingin ditemukan lagi...
Buat aku menghilang hingga aku tak rasakan lagi aura kebencian itu
Buat aku menghilang hingga mereka tenang aku tidak ada

Aku ingin lari, berlari hingga ku temukan ujung dunia dan loncat
Aku ingin lari, berlari hingga kakiku kaku, patah dan tidak bisa bergerak lagi
Aku ingin lari, berlari hingga aku tidak bisa berlari lagi

Aku ingin bertahan, ingin mengindahkan semua, tapi tak bisa, mustahil

Kita semua membuat kesalahan, tapi apa tak ada kata maaf?
Kita semua pernah bertindak bodoh dan menyesal, lantas kenapa tak diberi kesempatan perbaiki diri?

Hey,Sahabat, Teman, Kawan apapun itu sebutannya
Apa sebagai manusia aku harus selalu sempurna?
Kalau kalian melakukan kesalahan apa kalian tak akan mengharap maaf?
Kalian buat aku merasa seperti sampah, apa belum cukup??

Running Ghost

I really wanna run from them
with no direction
keep run and run
even i run in circle, I don't care
All i want is run and run
keep up my speed
keep run and run
Never coming back

I don't wanna be found
I wanna keep hiding away
Never wanna be found
Never wanna be found
But i can't find that place
Never find it any where

I wanna be invisible
No one can see me
I don't want to be seen

I'm just a ghost

I never wanna wake up
I don't wanna face the world
I don't wanna face them
I wanna keep sleeping
Sleep, Sleep and Sleep
I never wanna wake up

I HATE MY SELF

Maaf

Kebencian yang membuat aku terpuruk, aku lupa tanah yang aku pijak, aku terbuai hembusan angin yang membelai, hingga lupa, hingga tinggi dan lupa

Memandang kesekitar,tersadar aku duduk sendiri, termangu dan menangis,menyesali semua ucap dan kelakukanku

Ditinggal, Dibuang, Disisihkan, memang pantas aku panggul
Dibenci, Dihindari, aku tak mau, aku takut kehilangan semua sodara, aku takut dibenci semua orang...

Beri aku kesempatan untuk berubah, beri aku waktu untuk berubah, aku tak sadarin sifat iblis yang melekati diri ku.

Jangan ucapkan Selamat Tinggal, aku benci sendirian, aku benci dibenci.

Mohon maafkan aku... Mohon maafkan aku... Mohon maafkan aku.... kawanku...

Handsome and The Beast

Tadinya kamu itu cuma sekedar mimpi indah yang terus aku impikan
Karna aku sadar diri aku tidak akan pernah bisa berada disamping kamu

Tadinya aku terus memaki diri dan memaksa diriku untuk berhenti bermimpi
Karna aku tau pesakitan ini tidak bisa lagi menahan rasa kecewa karna kamu sulit di raih

Saat kamu datang menghampiri,
Saat kamu datang menggenggam hati,
Saat kamu datang memeluk jiwa,
Saat itu aku sadar kamu satu-satunya mimpi indah yang jadi kenyataan

Tapi,
Aku hanyalah aku
Aku siburuk rupa yang bersanding bersama sipangeran tampan
Apa kamu siap menerima cercaan mereka?


Tapi,
Aku hanyalah aku
Aku si-Itik buruk rupa yang selalu tertunduk malu
Apa kamu masih mau menggenggam tanganku erat dihadapan mereka?

Tapi,
Kamu tetaplah kamu
Dengan lantang berkata "Pentingkah tanggapan mereka?"

Tapi,
Kamu tetaplah kamu
Memandangku penuh arti dan terus menyemangati "Aku bukanlah mereka"

Dan,
Kamu tetap saja kamu
Terus saja berbisik memeluk hati "Aku cintai putri cantik dihatimu"

Satu tanya yang selalu menghantui
Kamu sitampan dan aku siburuk rupa, mungkinkah?

101 reasons why I Love You (February 12th, 2007 By cutegirl 38 )

1. I can be myself when I'm with you.

2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.

3. You love me even with all my faults.

4. You are so beautiful to me.

5. I don't have to vacuum before you come over.



6. You're never boring.

7. Even when I'm grumpy, you still like me.

8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.

9. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.

10. We both know that together we can work out anything.



11. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown.

12. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.

13. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.

14. You never say, "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"

15. We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.



16. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration.

17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.

18. I love sharing rainbow walks with you.

19. You always seem to know when things aren't going great.

20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive.



21. You never intimidate me.

22. You know how to bring a smile to my face.

23. You're always on my side.

24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I've seen you the day before.

25. You're so dependable and trustworthy.



26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.

27. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.

28. 'Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.

29. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.

30. You and me together...we can make magic.



31. When you're around, everything's fun.

32. We're a perfect match.

33. We both really can't do without each other.

34. Thinking of you add a wonderful touch of love to my every day.

35. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.

36. You understand me...even when I'm sobbing.

37. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.

38. Your idea of a big night out is just the two of us.

39. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.

40. With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years.



41. You at least pretend you're going to do what I suggest.

42. You never give up on me and that's what keeps me going.

43. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.

44. You're simply irresistible.

45. Sometimes you call just because you're thinking about me.



46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.

47. For your sensitivity and support.

48. I love your smile...I really do. =)

49. Your terrific sense of humor...you know how to make me laugh.

50. I love you because you bring out the best in me.

51. You never get mad at me...even when I drive you up the wall.

52. 'Coz you're amazing, dazzling, and extra nice.

53. You understand if I forget something worth remembering.

54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.

55. You always know just how to spoil me.



56. You're a good sport even when I'm not.

57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.

58. It's in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.

59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.

60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.



61. You're the one who holds the key to my heart.

62. I like sharing crazy times with you because you add the spice to my life.

63. When we're together, time just comes to a halt.

64. You can read my innermost thoughts.

65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.



66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.

67. Your idea of fun is laughing really hard and playing practical jokes.

68. You never snore while I'm talking to you.

69. Honey, you're that someone who makes happiness happen.

70. I feel so at ease in your arms.



71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.

72. Since the day you came into my life, everything's perfect.

73. We share the right kind of love.

74. You always say what I need to hear.

75. All I need to do is look at you and....



76. You're cool--no matter what the time, no matter what the place.

77. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.

78. I want to stay forever with you.

79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.

80. You've taught me the meaning of love.

81. The softness of your voice is like satin on my soul.

82. You're so cuddlesome.

83. I love all the ways you give.

84. I just can't imagine being me without you.

85. You're my anchor in life's ocean and most of all, you're my best friend.



86. You're always on my mind. I just can't do without you.

87. Just a touch...and I lose my heart all over again.

88. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.

89. You're so magnetic...I just keep coming back to you.

90. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.



91. You are my theme for a dream.

92. You're someone I can be goofy with.

93. I enjoy being with you.

94. You'd give up your favorite pastime to be with me.

95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.



96. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.

97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.

98. You know all my secrets...and keep them.

99. You're too hot to handle.

100. I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.



101. There are endless reasons why I love you but the most important is...darling, knowing you is loving you.

Inilah Cinta Yang Aku Mau

Ebi, kisah cinta terindah dalam hidupku
Ebi, kekasih yang selalu aku impikan
Ebi, bukan sekedar nama seorang lelaki yang selalu ada untukku
Ebi, sebuah impian yang jadi kenyataan
Ebi, Tetaplah bersamaku...

Ebi, inilah cinta yang aku mau